Thursday, June 26, 2008

Machiavelli, please.

I never thought of myself as a politician, but here I am, class president and Psychological Society secretary. I was nominated to be the College of Arts and Science secretary, but I declined the nomination and stayed at the Psych. Soc. student council.

Initially, I had doubts about the whole thing. But after using my cunning to keep the two positions, I knew I was ready.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

All I hear is ay ya ya ya ya.

I've been in school for over a week, and well - I'm stressed. I didn't expect that I'll be all over the place because I always thought of myself as lax when it comes to my studies. I do really well in school, but I'm not the type of person who puts so much effort into it. My trick is to make the most out of class so I wouldn't see the need to pull an all-nighter before an exam. Believe it or not, but I only spend an average of five minutes studying. I don't really study, I just scan through my notes and refresh my memory.

I thought I would survive this semester doing what I do. I think I could, but it's going to be much harder. It's Wednesday, and I have a quiz tomorrow and an assignment I need to submit, and on Friday, I have three quizzes and two assignments! It's enough to drive anyone crazy, and as a matter of fact, I'm already doubting my sanity as it is. I wouldn't be surprised if my brother finds me in the closet chewing my foot off.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Miles away.

Last Wednesday, Reniel and I agreed that he should come over so we could fix things. We've been having problems and we both felt that we should see each other to make up. We did make up, and me and some of my friends ended up having some of the puttanesca he brought.

When he left, I got bothered by what was happening. I knew for a fact that he lived in Valenzuela, but I only realized how far it was that day. He left around six, and he arrived home at nine. Now that's something.

Things didn't help when one of my closest friends moved here to the village. It made me realize how far Reniel is. With Kathy, I can come over any time of the day without planning. It's that convenient. With Reniel, we have to plan everything in advance. To most people, this is nothing, but to me, it matters. It matters a lot.

Reniel called it geographic desirability. I call it practicality. It's not easy dating someone who lives three, four, or even five cities away. It's not. It would be easier if we went to the same school, but no. That's not the case. I know distance shouldn't matter when it's in the context of love, but it's one of the things that are important to me. I'm to blame of course, because I shouldn't have gone out with him in the first place knowing he lives across the universe.

I ended things with him this morning. He said that I didn't make any sense. Maybe he's right.
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